Marcus always takes a deep breath to steady his nerves before walking into one of the formal rooms. He’s never quite sure what, or who to expect inside. When he saw Grandmaster Savage in his pure white suit standing in front of the ceremonial table, his heart started pounding really fast. Marcus had had very few dealings with Savage and didn’t know how to act around him, but when he was ordered, quite abruptly and aggressively, to sit on the altar, he started to feel anxious. Continue with “Carnal+ | Masonic Boys: Dale Savage and Marcus Ryan”
Grandmaster Wolf was wearing the ceremonial mask when Apprentice Marcus tentatively entered the dark room. Legrand was a legendary, almost mystical figure within the order, who was rarely seen within the Masonic complex. His name alone could make the young apprentices shake with fear. Those who met him never spoke of what had happened in his presence, but afterwards, they all seemed different somehow; more aloof, more arrogant. He’d changed them.
My apprenticeship with the Brotherhood hasn’t always been smooth sailing. I’ve often found myself feeling bewildered, frustrated, lonely or completely out of my depth. On many occasions, I’d considered throwing in the towel. But joining the Brotherhood proved to be something that was really important to me. I’d put so much in now, I couldn’t just leave.
Apprentice Ryan’s devotion to the order was profound. After a lifetime of lessons on obedience and blind loyalty, the Masons were able to help him go even further in his submission.
Apprentice Ryan’s body shook like a leaf as he bent over the bench. He looked at the dark, glistening knobs beneath him, a sort of trail of where he had come from. He felt Grandmaster Angus’ big, hairy hands on his worn out ass, caressing him and soothing him as he stared down at the objects of his atonement.
A boy’s sexuality is irrelevant to the Masons. While many acts of homosexuality occur, it is often the case that the leaders and initiates live very different lives outside of the order. For some, the idea of being with another is part of what keeps them dedicated and committed to the secret society. For others, it’s a fair exchange for what the brotherhood provides.
It’s not like Marcus could hide it. Even when he tried to deny it, the secret of his sexuality was painted all over his face. The way he looked at older men — handsome men, men of authority — practically outed him within seconds. Even when he tried to answer Grandmaster Oaks’ questions, he was so confused and flustered that he couldn’t remember which lies to tell.
Marcus is very pious by nature. He’s always looked to the church and scriptures for guidance and truth. While others his age are obsessed with social media and reality TV, he has kept his mind focused on what he felt was more important: the pursuit of a higher purpose.
Though he came from a more religious family, Marcus proved to be the most committed of his siblings to the church’s teachings. He even spent hours of personal time looking for more answers, studying history and scripture to unlock what he felt was the true meaning of faith. This dedication did not go unnoticed.
